Should I smile or cry for B & C at the commencement of this year? I'm increasingly worried about those happiness ostensible and tremble at secrets which are about to spill...Can we just have a fairy tale in the brand new era?!  Thanks god that Eric is still cute, Dorota, nice, and S charming. B has grown up, which makes me like her more and more.

As for me? I slept when the clock tolled 12:00 and gained nothing but weight at the beginning of the new year. Something old came through with me to link up what happened and to come. Hence I even cannot distaste what makes a part of my history to deny myself, right?

So what on earth I'm doing here? literally, WAITING... Waiting for the CNY, waiting for my drivers' license and Swiss visa, waiting for the fluency of my French, waiting for the completeness of the first master piece of my couture, waiting for the unknown but destined to wait to come...

Then again...ça va aller!! tout!!!  I do have to believe that...